A piece of me left the country today. And will be gone for 4 months. Although the relationship between us would bewilder most, this girl knows she stole my heart from the first kiss. And no matter if were romantic with other people or both single as a side piece on valentines day, we will always have a chunk of each others hearts locked up to where nobody can touch it. I hope you have TOO MUCH FUCKING FUN in tokyo, and paint the town red Neenz. Until we can meet up again, daisuke boo thang.
You’re leaving soon and that scares the shit out of me. I know we aren’t together. I know you might be with him still, but knowing how you feel about me, all I can do is look 4 months into the future and hope this fire between us hasn’t dulled. I dont expect you to get back and walk into my arms either, but when it comes to relationships, you’re the only person I want to even try to make things work with. You deserve to be treated how I treat you. You deserve to be looked at every time with a curiosity in my eyes. A lust to know more about your thoughts. We’re more than physical. It’s almost tantric to stare into each others eyes while I hold you. I’ve loved before, but I’ve never loved like this. And the hardest part is that neither of us can do anything until August about that. But until then, I hope you know that you’ve lit a fire inside me, and the only way to put it out is to do what we both want and try this thing people call love. Only then will my curiosity either be let down, or proven right. I hope you always know you have somebody that loves you. Every part of you. Every breath you utter, or time you bite my lip. Laugh at my dumb jokes. Tell me I’m handsome. You have stolen my heart and I trust that when the time is right, you’ll know what to do with it.